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YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE, MY ONLY SUNSHINE [Aug. 29th, 2004|11:11 pm]
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[mood | anxious]
[music |The Calendar Hung Itself - Bright Eyes]

YOU MAKE ME HAPPY
OH WHEN SKIES ARE GRAY AND GRAY AND GRAY!!!!

I shouldn't have to belittle myself. I'll leave it to others and keep rebuilding afterwards.
I just don't understand why I am not capable of human manipulation. I would rather give and get back. Start something fruitful. This tendency we have created of using each other to whatever full value they are at the time and then moving on is not right.

I despise it. I hate how cliche we can be on the minute, every hour, on certain days of the week.

So I want to find people that feel the same... but I think they are few and far between.

But I love them... why do I love them?
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[User Picture]From: [info]ezeve
2004-08-31 03:24 pm (UTC)

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People = Manipulators.
That's a fact of life.
What's even more fucked up is that people do it SUB CONCIOUSLY. Yes, it's true.

Unless. A person has learned to be completely 100% secure with themselves and who they are. But of course, that's very rare.

Even then. YOu think you found a rare precious stone...when in fact...they are the MASTER of all manipulators. Scary. Isn't it.

Yeah. This doesn't fucking make sense. OK.

But no, I'm not sorry for taking up your DJ commenting space by posting this ridiculous...hell...I don't even know what to call it.
[User Picture]From: [info]hopelesskyle
2004-09-03 12:09 am (UTC)

an imaginary friend

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Donnie had his rabbit-suited friend Frank
Conor has his radiating conception of a beautiful girl

I know that has nothing to do with everything, but I like that.

I think this commenting room was provided for all to blabber on. (trust me there are people who just talk... and it's annoying... this was not that.)

And to those people who talk ... for the sake of moving their fingers... I relate. That's all I ever seem to do.
FINGER WORKOUT - HURRAH.

Do a pinky dance... with a flourish of other fingers!
Let them get down! Press down! Pressure applied = meaning conveyed!



I'm not 100% secure with myself, but I have no problem NOT trying to manipulate anyone and being honest to both myself and any parties involved. PARTIES!

So don't leave me here with only mirrors watching me.
[User Picture]From: [info]imreallyhappy
2004-08-31 06:04 pm (UTC)

don't forget you're ULTRA COOL!

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:-D :-)
flower... awww

i wish i had bright eyes with me now...
[User Picture]From: [info]hopelesskyle
2004-09-03 12:02 am (UTC)

pressing for subjects

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you really feel it's necessary to remind a pompous asshole like me?
OF COURSE I'M ULTRA COOL! IT'S SATURDAY(Thursday) NIGHT! (Friday morning)

I totally didn't understand the flower reference.
Maybe I did.

You tell me.