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Have I failed somehow or someway? Will the weight of today finally pull me down to drown in the depths of despair? [Aug. 4th, 2005|02:21 pm]
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[mood | pissed off]
[music |Nick Drake - Things Behind the Sun]

Strangeness sets in like a shadow on an unsuspecting sunny day.
Welcome shade? Unannounced dark tides of the apocalypse?
Just a fucking shadow buddy.

I wish I knew what brought about my convictions, my mind is very stubborn, and at the moment, it seems to be stuck on NOT BEING A PRODUCTIVE HUMAN BEING. Which makes me Hate you Kyle. I fucking Hate who you've become.
Yea, you are making advances, but you're also remaining fucking stagnant. No progress. No results. Fuck you buddy.

Go make something of yourself.

I am alone.
Except for my rage.
MY RAGE!
MY PAIN!
I hate my darkest days.
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Comments:
[User Picture]From: [info]imreallyhappy
2005-08-05 06:41 am (UTC)

I'll be your warm yellow light

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I love my buddy
I love you buddy

Take care

:)
[User Picture]From: [info]dead_kyle
2005-09-20 09:37 am (UTC)

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You have a talent that can lift you above all this.