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You're holding your breath for the rest of your life [Dec. 20th, 2005|04:55 am]
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8-29-05
You can make a difference. I dare you.
Oppose the higher ups. Break through the bureaucracy that is global government. I'm still fucking daring you.

And when you get to the top, parliament, senate, whatever controls you closest to home; see if you're not shaped by the powers that be.

Suddenly all you care about isn't what you used to. Now you can't fall asleep without sleeping pills. What you used to love is a memory to be discarded along with everything else on your life's agenda you thought really mattered.

It's okay though. There's still time. Meteors, tidal waves, anti-christs, they all have to wait their turn. Right now it's yours. You can stall as much as you like, their time will come.

05-03-2004
Current mood: disappointed, passed over
Current music: Caroline Spine - Mrs. Sullivan

What I have labeled as my soul
feels like it's constantly screaming
and every second it can't let it out
I get more wrapped up in the urge to expel this grudge

Does anyone else ever want to scream in the deepest, loudest scream that the human vocal chords can muster, but find themselves unable?

I just wish I could get it out.


03-31-2004
Current mood: dying ever so slowly
Current music: Pink Maggit - Deftones

everyone will have his day to die
At what point does the silence that accompanies being alone become more comforting than the company of another?

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